Screw McDreamy! I WANT McDARCY!

::single-handedly bringing back the 1700s::

... there is nothing that beats a day at work like lounging in PJs... watching McDarcy deliver my favorite line* for the 12th time... swaying to Beethoven's "Pathetique" while making breakfast amidst which furtively glancing out the window to watch the snow... taking hot bubble baths and drinking wine...

Once I've accomplished doing everything that I wish for on a regular day in the life of the GrownUpMe, I stop... and endulge in the Silence Therapy.
Allow me to redefine "silence": noise < 85dB [85dB being the equivalent of the noise produced by a 17 year old screaming: "Miiiiiiss!", also known as the level of noise that causes irreversible hearing loss and chronic moodiness].

Before you know it, I will be back in > 85 dB noise, endurance of which funds all these little luxuries.

* "My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you, you have bewitched me body and soul, and I love...I love...I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day forth." (Pride and Prejudice)

THIS, I believe...

According to the Belief-O-Matic I am, apparently, an apple that fell very far from the tree*
Here are my beliefs broken into percentages. How much do I really fit into the molds of the big religions?

*check out the #6 and #7

1.Secular Humanism (83%)
2. Buddhism (77%)
3. Baha'i (66%)
4. Judaism (52%)
5. Hinduism (29%)
6. Islam (18%)
7. Roman Catholic (9%)

Et tu, filia?!
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I refuse to be called an atheist. That, I know I am not. I'd rather call myself a notheist. I believe, I truly believe there is a Superior Being (the rebel in me refuses to call it God), that our mind is incapable of wrapping around the concept of its existence. It's the one thing in the universe that is undefinable, unmeasurable, invisible... and it definitelly doesn't care to be worshipped and prioritized before the ones that are dearest to you in this world, to have temples built or blood shed in its name.
And then there is fear... the best motivator known to man, one that for many people turns the idea of God into an external conscience to keep the morals in check.
My beliefs set no boudaries, deny no experiences, suppress no desires, and offer no salvation. I don't look up to this Superior Being as an insurance policy in case I lose a battle against the nature.
I am not afraid to doubt. The doubt does not weigh me down, it liberates me.
I don't have that need to belong or the longing for the realization of the ultimate meaning. Other people's opinions are often intriguing but absolutely of no essential consequence to my own.
So what if most people believe in this Jesus, Allah, Yahweh, Brahman, Jupiter or Zeus? Truth is not democratic!