6.16.2007

ronnie.

I'm laying here next to you with my hand on your chest and I feel your heartbeat...... the heartbeat that's only a signature away from stopping. I feel like I failed you. There is no rationalizing it. There is noone who can make me feel better or make me feel like this was the right decision. I know I should think I am doing the right thing, I just can't convince myself of it.
I hear your breathing... you're restless too. I think you know... and you look at me with those big sad eyes like you're asking me what in the world did you do to me to make me give up on you.
You didn't. I was given no choice...

Volim te.